You won't understand.
You never will.
But also, its not important anymore, right.

I guess today will be th last day i step into tht room.
in tht room, u'l become th old u.
i shld wan to go in more cos only in thr u'l be th old u.
bt no, cos after i step out, th old u is gone, and it hurts even more.
it hurts real bad.
nw i finally understand, no matter wht, u wun change back, once a person change, th person cant go back to th old person anymore..
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BACK FROM CAMP. YAY. :D

Day 1:
went to schl w hr and xy.
they call us unpack our bag again!
i hate it lu, we pack properly lur thn make us unpack. ):
thn after tht th journey started.
I slept throughout th whole journey, damn tired.
Reach KOREF and we had lunch, thn we went to pitch our tent.
Tent mates were andrea, yehlin, radiance, jeidy and kelly.
When we were gonna pitch our tent, it RAINED.
wth, thn my hair. ):
after pitching our tent, th chief instructor talk, lik opening speech lo.
Scare us, tell us thr's leech, snake all th scary animals i dun wna encounter.
heng nvr. HAHA.
After tht went fr rafting.
i was w jeidy and kelly.
first time i fell i scream, th bottom so muddy, lucky della gave me her kampong adidas or nt my converse byebye. HAHA.
After tht had water obstacles.
It was ok at first der, thn after tht at one point zhenquan keep bounce bounce bounce thn everybody drop dwn. LOL.
after water obstacles went to bathe.
I bathed w yehlin cos th toilet very scary got bush.
I scared snake.
HAhA.
after tht had dinner, nightwalk, thn time to slp.
We talked til arnd 2 plus thn fell aslp.

Day 2:
woke up in th morning feel so cold, i want slp somemore!
So tired, bt cant. ):
had breakfast, thn after tht went to padi field.
I seriously didnt want to go down at first.
Damn scared gt leech. ):
thn no choice went down.
all th while i lift my legs to check if gt leech, LOL.
thn i pluck th padi thn th instructor saw say i pluck wrong thn he throw mud at me!
thn i thgt liddat only, after tht he still pt on my face! ANGRY.
after tht had lunch, thn went to climb gunung lambak.
Climb w yehlin, hv to make sure nth happen to her, if nt someone worry.
HEHE.
went up and down took arnd 4 hours plus.
thn went back to th campsite.
after tht bathed, had dinner, thn campfire.
th campfire was BORING.
thn after tht went to slp.
Thn thn thn, i was half awake and i heard something funny frm th next tent.
i tink it was lina who said it cos it sounds lik her.
lina: mathana, do u hv armpit hair?
mathana:no, dunhv.
My whole tent heard it and we laughed.
LOL.

Day 3:
finally can go home. :D
damn tired, finally can go home slp on bed, and use clean toilets.
wanted to slp on th bus thn th zhenquan so noisy, after tht finally he also keep quiet went to slp, peace.
reached schl thn went jp find xy, xy and kx to hv lunch.
thn someone angry i nvr wait fr him.
sry lu.
thn went home after tht, unpack my bag, bathe, lie down awhile, thn arnd 7 plus went wm find huangrui, neil, sharen and barry.
I sacrifice my show, my slp go find u hor, make up to u liao.
Thn went kfc eat, thn after tht walk walk, thn went neil house.
arnd 9 plus reach home finally can slp.


you said i was th first girl u wanted to be w forever, it felt so real.
dear, i love you.(:

I wan go limelight! ):
Dear left me alone and went limelight. ):
Hw could he. ):
I miss him. ):
Tmr he 11.30 jiu leave schl lur. ):
Seriously i nt happy u keep talking abt her. ):
even though u play play only.
sigh.


I wun go find u, cos i wun do anything tht is wrong. i dun wna dui bu qi ta. and cos i love him, i wun. Dun wait lur.

Today early morning wake up go tuition.
Teacher scold me. D:
Thn went to meet xinying, after tht went je lib to study and jw and bx was thr alrdy.
thn we all left at 1.
i go find xueyi lo, thn we talk and talk lik usual.
After tht went find neil, we talk awhile at his hs void deck thn huangrui came.
Thn we waited fr barry to come thn we went to hannah hs th playground.
HAHA. so random.
bt i'm glad, cos so long nvr talk to her lur, so i manage to catch up w her just nw.
Thn we went back to neil hs.
Somebody rly think i bolster. tsktsk.
Just reached hm and i'm tired.
haha.

I love you.(:

Today morning went xy house find her. Thn we went to do homework. I gt do abit lu. After tht went je lib talk awhile thn binxiu came, thn went IMM. Huangrui and xinyuan came, thn xy went fr tournament. SRY MUMMY NVR GO WATCH UR MATCH. ): see doctor leh, pls. Ltr, ur wrist injury become more worse hw? And dun stress urself too much k? one day i bring u go out play to destress. :D Back to today, sat at subway awhile thn went jp after tht. Thn saw jeffrey, di gene and another guy, dunknw his name. haha. thn went to jeffrey house? Arnd 4 plus went neil house.

You very fierce u knw? ): haha, kidding, u're th sweetest.(: And i rly trust u.(:

After schl, went IMM w renyi, zhenquan and huangrui.

Thn after tht xueyi and xinying come find us.

Thn after tht went je lib.

zhenquan and renyi do hmwk. :o

thn went back imm find xinying and kaixin bfr they go tuition.

thn went hm.

Thnks fr sending me home.(:

I love you.(: